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I love you

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Am I crazy? Is there something wrong with me?

Or do I just miss you so much it hurts every time I’m not with you?

I breathe lies, as fate twists and turns it seems like I’m not meant to be with you. My heart aches when I’m away from you and I feel a sharp pain every time I make eye contact with you. Pure intoxication as I look at you, stabbed by some kind of dagger that makes everything move faster, colours brighter, spinning in sheer ecstasy. Then I fall to my knees and I’m left praying to nothingness that you have caught my disease, or at least felt a gentle touch of the symptoms which I can manipulate like words and use to seep so deep under your skin that you can’t get rid of me and you learn to love my twisted sanity and powerful vision, transformed by despair. Take me, break me, I’ll just wait until you lose yourself and find my remains. I’ll be with you like a scar, a mark of the pain of the past. I dream on, but I know that the laws placed on all of our shoulders mean I must face my affliction alone. I cannot have you, despite how I wish I could hold you tight. You will never be mine to lean on and cry, so I must keep the unbearable tears inside where they eat away at me like acid until I am left with nothing but coldness.

Maybe I am crazy. There probably is something wrong with me.

And I do miss you so much it hurts every time I’m not with you.

I love you.
Feelings can really hurt.
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jennyrose54's avatar
oh gemma its so beautiful and it gives off a powerful image of, ok im speaking like mrs. laine but i really love it :)